Friday, August 29, 2008
BAAAYBEEAAATS
Hey guyss.. im killing time here.. so ive decided to post some to my blog..
oh well.. these days have been screwed.. i guess.. i almost cut my wrists.. BUT.. i hav a phobia with razorblade.. THEREFORE.. i need to use a kitchen knife to cut it.. but it was so damn huge that ive decided not to ==..
oh.. and anyway.. today is the second day of baybeats.. im going there later with eugene and vicknesh.. ill post the pictures tomorow kay :D
mood : EXCITED :D:D:D:D
BISMA! :) ♥
11:56 PM
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
cheers to lovee
hey guys.. this is officially the 3rd day of me being a local music scenester.. hahah.. i cant wait for baybeats MAN!!.. hahah.. okay.. back to blogging..
i didnt go to school today.. i didnt feeel well somehow.. but well.. i met faiz at parkway then he came to my house to practice the new original for this sunday's event.. oh anyway.. im having an acoutic gig this sunday.. a split section of the seraphine.. featuring johannes on the guitars.. and please do check out our band website for details okay :D --->
click here! <-- for the band's myspace.. so.. do come down and support.. since we will be playing 2 brand new originals.. :)
mood: sleepy, missing someone, excited:D
BISMA! :) ♥
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Monday, August 25, 2008
hey hi guyss.. pardon me for yesterday.. i was just being a fucked up guy.. hahah..
oh well.. today was good.. there were more laughter than yesterday.. (DUH).. nothing intersting today though.. its just that im in a local music mood now.. hahah.. i tried to find cheers to love recording.. oh.. sry.. STEAL.. hahah.. ok watever..
i gtg man.. southpark is waiting..
CAO :D
BISMA! :) ♥
6:16 AM
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
if only dying will solve everything..
ARGH.. FUCK THE WORLD.. im so fucking confused now.. people around me are so fucking wierd.. even my so called brothers bitched me.. ARGH... I HATE PEOPLE.. shawn.. wad the fuck.. were you thinking huh? HAH? FUCKING BITCH BEHIND MY BACK LAH.. HAH?... now i feel so fucking left out.. i missed myself.. i dont think im being me now.. its been awhile since ive become myself.... i just want to end up my life and pass through all these misery..
mood? im so fucking depressed.. im confused.. i missed someone.. i need a listening ear.. i need a bus to bang me down.. i need a knife to cut my throat.. i need someone to KILL ME.. ARGH
BISMA! :) ♥
6:49 AM
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
:S
wahhhh.. people around me are so effing petty with me.. i feel so left out man.. :(
anyway.. back to blogging.. well.. i just went back from bryan's house.. i went town yesterday to buy some stuff.. then we went to parkway macs and saw some guy wanking in the toilet.. ARGH.. sick LAH.. well.. then i followed bryan to amelia's house to pass her something.. he tried to be romeo and juliet.. but he was just too damn bloody short.. hahah :D:D:D.. then i went ulric's hse to stay over.. i recorded remembering sunday cover.. it was awesome.. hahah.. well.. i went home afterwards.. being soaked by the rain.. coz faiz was at my hse and i wasnt even there.. oh well..
today there was a birthday party also.. :D.. i ate until i cant even breath.. man.. hahah.. okay.. i think thats all..
ohya.. singapore lost the bronze medal match.. HAHAHAH.. :D
MOOD: ANGSTY + Happy + Missing someone..
caracal rawkz anyway :D
BISMA! :) ♥
4:45 AM
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
reformasi -> for me
well.. its been a totally screwed day.. nothing else to say..
Ive been crazy today.. and i decided to start all over again from tomorow..
I promise ill be a new.. bisma.. ill forget watever is in the past.. starting from tomorow..
YOU WILL SEE A BRAND NEW BISMA.. in school, outside, in studio, at home, etc..
BISMA! :) ♥
8:39 AM
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Monday, August 18, 2008
:S
well.. i came back from library.. it was bloody hell raining like hell man.. i went home soaking wet.. well.. hopefully tomorow my shopes would dry up.. hahah.. anyway.. i just screwed up my english prelims and i duno wad to do.. hahah..
good luck to me :)
caooo
BISMA! :) ♥
8:36 AM
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
:)
HAPPY INDEPENDANCE DAY.. MY dear countryyyy :)
whoopy.. its indonesian independance day.. and i didnt celebrate coz i woke up damn bloody late today.. but well.. i went to library to study.. however.. it was full.. and we decided to go airport instead
as usual.. we didnt study in the end.. we just staring, stoning, getting all mind blurred at the planes that were taking off and landing.. but out of the blue.. i saw one burst of flame at east coast area.. i didnt know wad was that.. man.. it was huge.. i think i should check out the news tmr.. hopefully its not at east coast park man!! that place is so awesome.. and if those place burn.. ill be dowwwwwwnnnnn so low low low low low low low.. hahah.. okay lame..
tmr english prelims btw.. and im at page 181 at my book.. should be finishing by tmr.. :)
CAOOO~
BISMA! :) ♥
7:50 AM
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
IIEE SIII PEEEEE
wow.. what a perfect day.. ive got a very nice story book to read.. have fun at ecp.. zioning, lepaking, soccering, studying, going to johan's ex's house to watch movie that doesnt really exist, and eating dinner with my bro.. hahah
anyway.. ecp was damn fun.. i didnt take pics.. but we made a castle with lots of bricks to protect the castle from the tide, digging ground, playing soccer and stuff.. it was damn bloody cold there.. i swear.. so i decided to get myself wet.. since the water was warm..
afterwards, we went library to find some story books.. i swear.. i found a story book that is damn nice.. ill review it once i finish reading.. hahah.. im at page 87 now :)
ok.. i need to go.. CAOOOO~
BISMA! :) ♥
9:09 AM
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Friday, August 15, 2008
vanikem.. :)
okay.. ss prelims today.. and i just had enough time to finish the paper.. though it takes time for me to string my bloody paper.. and the whole class was staring at me with the stare of hatred.. hahah.. well.. hopefully i do well.. i wanna go JC MANN!! :D
ohya.. afterwards i went to zion, followed by pool, and jamming till 5, then i went to library to read some boring story book.. well.. afterwards then i went tuition.. not to study.. but to shout the TNT im dynamittee.. TNT.. i bomb your mom!.. XD hahah.. okay.. overall.. its been a very fun day.. even though im having a headache now.. hahah
well.. i guess ill go sleep nowww.. i guess i go sleep noww.. i guess ill gooo sleep (with remembering sunday tone) :)
BISMA! :) ♥
8:02 AM
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
birthday!..:)
hey.. happy birthday to me!!! :D.. well.. today went good.. damn good actually... hahah
firts thing.. my mother tounge paper was damn easy.. second thing.. ive got my first wish completed.. not getting bashed in class :).. third thing.. i can actually study at library for a long time just now.. fourth.. i got free 3 hour lanning at zion.. fifth.. i got birthday suprised by my hostel mates.. sixth.. there were a total number of 57 people wishing me a happy birthday.. thanks guys! :).. (not including my classmates)..
ok.. tomorow is my ss prelims.. hopefully i can do well.. hahah
caooo~
BISMA! :) ♥
7:16 AM
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
mochiiii
phew.. just went home from blk 67.. the usual lepak place.. man.. i was damn close from losing my file.. luckily a girl found my file, with checks and stuffs.. that woman called my guardian and she returned it to me..
the girl was rather hot too :).. and guess wad!.. JUNMO is F***in smsing the girl now.. hahahah.. the last message i saw was "go home quick la.. help your mom take care of her baby".. hahah shit man.. i was freaking cracked up by that thing.. those despos uh.. :D
ohya.. boredom actually drives me to play command conquer at zion for 1 hour.. it was hell of fun man.. even though i lost all the rounds (im still a noob la blady)..
oh.. and i didnt go funan today.. i just realised that the sales was under a term and condition.. must purchase a $400 worth of stuffs then can enjoy the 90% discount :(.. gay laaa!
BISMA! :) ♥
9:37 AM
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
meh
well.. just came back from mic's brother's bday party.. faiz didnt turn up coz his mom asked him to stay home.. so the acoustic gig was CANCELLEEED.. :(.. but well.. at least i had funn.. eventhough i felt damn bloody lost there.. hahah..
ohya.. i heard of this sale at funan.. they said in newspaper.. im not sure wad date. that funan is having a super great sale..(whoopy:)) im going to check it out later.. if its true then i might be purchasing something there.. hahah..
okei.. caoo
BISMA! :) ♥
8:51 PM
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Friday, August 8, 2008
NYEEH
well.. ive been desperately wanting to go ecp for the last 2 weeks.. and guess waaad... I just went back from ecp.. making campfire.. staring at the horizon and impressed by the scenery there.. it was sooo LOVELY.. i cant barely see the ships sailing pass because of the magnificent haaazzzee.. hahahha..ohya.. today my band was perfoming for the national day thing.. and brandon's guitar ran out of battery.. hahah.. but paiseh la.. the whole bloody school laugh at him..lol.. poor nigga :D
and guess wad.. im in a happy mood.. even though im sooo damn bloody exhausted.. but still.. this is my happiest day in 5 days.. Lg ;D
wow.. :):):):)
BISMA! :) ♥
10:51 AM
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
alright.. its raining cats and dogs out there.. and my mood is really on swing.. two hours ago i was an energetic kid but now i seriously hates life..
well.. school went right today.. managed to bring my journal safely back home, with my empty presentation board.. but things turned bad during the rehearsal.. we all were pissed by mr chia and we decided to giv him a lesson by pulling out from the perfomance.. well.. in the end we dont luh.. waste effort only lah..
okay.. and the next bad thing is that my hostel mate said that a phone he supposed to be lending me is in thailand now.. and blablabla..
well.. i guess i sleep now..
ciaooo
BISMA! :) ♥
8:54 AM
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Angel
well.. today is kinda screwed i guess.. even if the jamming practice and school went well and stuffs.. but there is some stuffs that aint settled.. talked to lots of people for consultation.. and finnaly.. there is one way out..
well.. out of my emoness... i was nappingg, to refresh myself. and i dreamt about this
i made it in essay form. (and sorry for language errors, i know i sucked)
so this is how it goes
I dreamt last night, a very very, disturbing dream.
there was a man, he was walking.. alone.. on a sand, with only a gush of cold air, accompanying him.there were sounds ringing in his ear too. it seemed like he was born to be alone, hatred, without a soul to care
he was shouting for help. Trembled, with the lack of life within.
and all he wants was to suffocate himself to death. with a rope that was hanging beside him.it seemed like god wanted him to die too.
but, when all hopes seems to fade,
an angel descended from the sky . she appeared from darkness.Beyond the thick cloud and mist. flying towards him, flapping her magnificent wings , she landed in front of him.
she was somehow sent by the lord. a guardian angel whose task was to make sure he was grateful of life, and faith.
however, their friendship was nothing more then platonic.
however, they craved more,but couldn't.
so they foolishly decided to keep their friendship a deep, dark secret.
but one day
a seraph whom she trusted deeply with her heart
betrayed her and revealed their secret to the lucifer
the demons turned against them and cursed him with a very horrific, and traumatizing eternal maledictory
I guess.. there will be no happy ending to both of them, the damned, the hatred, the vile.
but all Im hoping now.. is for that one fine day
a day.. where a true miracle happens.
a day where
a simple sentence, with thousands of meanings.
a sentence that says
"they live happily ever after"
came true.
and thanks for leonard for editing abit of my essay.. :)
BISMA! :) ♥
7:01 AM
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
NYEH
omg.. i just wanted to post those dumb link in the template and i end up screwing up my blog.. hahahah.. and you see.. it took me 1 hr 30 mins to redo my skin.. :(
anyway.. ive finnaly let my dnt artifact go.. even though not fully go.. but im actually going to do my folio properly :).. although there was trouble in school just now.. im still happyyyyy
and im soo damn excited for gigs on friday and saturday.. bbq on sunday, and soccer match on monday!!!.. yea yea yea.. at least i could have a break before prelims start.. whoopy!
alright.. and thanks matthias for teaching me how to link.. :):):)
BISMA! :) ♥
7:38 AM
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Monday, August 4, 2008
my blog is backkkK! ;D
alright.. basically its been one month and a few days since the last time i posted..
so i guess theres no july 2008 archieve XD.. and thanks for all the classmates for driving me to blog again
okay.. back to blogging.. ill just summarize wad happened these few days.. its been a bomb la.. failed my dnt artifact, prelim coming and its on my freakin birthday, losing phone.. TWICE.., my band got elected for patrician idol final ;D.. and yeah dude.. im so damn lost from the world without one kind of technology.. handphone!.. :(
anyway.. it was written in my last post that i was going to review august rush huh? okay.. a good gentlemen always keep his promise.. and basically, the movie is friggin awesome.. but after a long time.. you will start to think that the movie is quite bullshit..hahahah
and okay!.. for those idiots who wants to get linked- shawn, matthias, christine, DEXTER, mitch, etc etc.. (if i write all i think ill get old and die first).. i will~ :)
BISMA! :) ♥
4:25 AM
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