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    Wednesday, August 6, 2008
    Angel

    well.. today is kinda screwed i guess.. even if the jamming practice and school went well and stuffs.. but there is some stuffs that aint settled.. talked to lots of people for consultation.. and finnaly.. there is one way out.. 
    well.. out of my emoness... i was nappingg, to refresh myself. and i dreamt about this
    i made it in essay form. (and sorry for language errors, i know i sucked)
    so this is how it goes

    I dreamt last night, a very very, disturbing dream.
    there was a man, he  was walking.. alone.. on a sand, with only a gush of cold air,  accompanying him.there were sounds ringing in his ear too. it seemed like he was born to be alone, hatred, without a soul to care
    he was shouting for help. Trembled, with the lack of life within. 
    and all he wants was to suffocate himself to death. with a rope that was hanging beside him.it seemed  like god wanted him to die too.
    but, when all hopes seems to fade, 
    an angel descended from the sky .  she appeared from  darkness.Beyond the thick cloud and mist. flying towards him,  flapping her magnificent wings , she landed in front of him.
    she was somehow sent by the lord. a guardian angel whose task was to make sure he was grateful of life, and faith.
    however, their friendship was nothing more then platonic.
    however, they craved more,but couldn't.
    so they foolishly decided to keep their friendship a deep, dark secret.
    but one day
    a seraph whom she trusted deeply with her heart
    betrayed her and revealed their secret to the lucifer
    the demons turned against them and cursed him with a very horrific, and traumatizing eternal maledictory
    I guess.. there will be no happy ending to both of them, the damned, the hatred, the vile.
    but all Im hoping now.. is for that one fine day
    a day.. where a true miracle happens.
    a  day where
    a simple sentence, with thousands of meanings.  
    a sentence that says
    "they live happily ever after"
    came true.

    and thanks for leonard for editing abit of my essay.. :)

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