alright guys.. i just went home from ecp.. lepaking with bryan and jun mo..
oh and anyway.. i recorded the song.. but it still sucks.. i will try to record it one more time when im free... the lyrics of the song goes like this:
A SONG FOR YOU
listen to the radio
listen to the music
and listen to the lyrics
those words that reminds me of you
[verse]
words that penetrates my fragile heart
hurts me like a bullet wound on my chest
I made this song for you
please, for one more time, come back
(and stay beside me. forever)
[chorus]
so listen to the song
(and sing it together with me)
for one last time,
come back to me, my hope
(the hope that never came true)
and stay beside me, forever
[2nd verse]
i am trying to find out whats wrong
is it me? or is it a misunderstanding?
and if there is something wrong(one more time)
for heaven sake, spill everything out
before it is too late (x3)
(chorus)
[bridge]
the sound of you rings through the thin air
and i hear it fading
but before i say goodbye,
please,hug me and kiss me goodbye(kiss me goodbye!)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
heart burst into fire
hey hey guys.. its been awhile.. oh well.. been studying these days.. its less than 4 days to n levels man.. well.. i just returned from bryan's house to lepak after a full day stuying at library and tuition centre.. felt quite energetic. and i managed to compose a song. it is 4.51am now and i super fresh.. hahah.. well.. the song is still classified.. but i have already made a rough recording for it.. the song title is "a song for you". it is dedicated to somebody, but, oh well.. ill tell you the story more once i release the full recording okay :).. but, for all those hardcore bastards.. just to let you know, this is a slow song.. hahahah :) okay.. i got to force myself to sleep since im going to meet a couple of friends in 6 hours time.. hahah.. okay cheers to love babeh.. :)
BISMA! :) ♥
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
wish like theres no tomorrow :)
hey guys.. just went home.. its quite late now..just went home from town.. to meet leonard just to slack around and checking the f1 track scene.. followed by meeting jun mo to lepak and johannes to eat dinner.. and man.. im in a bloody excited mood.. i cant wait till holiday come man!!! hahah.. anyway.. ive created my wishlist.. what to get before next year.. that is 16gb Ipod touch :) nikon d40x a new modified cpu nitendo ds a new room.. probably a new hostel ( conformed ) johny christ, marc mcknight, and josh gilbert's signature at the back of my bass.. :D
if i could get all that...... ill be the happiest kid in the world.. hahah :D and one more CHEERS TO LOVE BABEE.. oh.. wait.. i think ill change it.. drum rolls for the drama queen! :)
BISMA! :) ♥
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Monday, September 22, 2008
whoo
hey again guys.. just returned home from marine parade.. as usual.. lepaking with nic and gang.. and today was junmo's birthday and we gave him a little surprise with a birthday cake.. hahah.. it taste awesome man.. then we played basketball.. before we went home and staring at the sky again.. hahah well.. i met leonard again at macs this morning and we decided to cao school because mr yong's car went inside.. hahah.. but we went to the library and study though.. hahah
shit.. n levels is just like.. 7 days away man.. i hope i do well.. hahah..
Saturday, September 20, 2008
a late night serenade
hey guys.. just recieved a very bad news today.. one of my old school teacher is suffering from kidney diesease.. and she is in a critical condition.. she used to be my language teacher when i was primary 6.. I had always hated her for scolding me and crap.. but i always admired her as the most patriotic person in the whole universe..
hi again guys.. im super bored here.. i dont feel like studying though.. hahah..
well.. just came back from city hall.. lepaking with leonard.. follow him taper his pants all.. then went to macs for some straw flicking games.. lol..
okay.. i didnt go to school again today.. im so fukin dead man.. my parents is so going to fly here and murder me.. hahah.. jk
okay.. i gtg.. had to wake up in the morning and slash some chicken...
oh anyway.. i found the chord for cheers to love.. hahah.. :) im a happy kido.. :D
well.. guys.. i just returned home.. it was a hell long day.. and night.. i swear.. im so exhausted.. but i dont even understand why the heck am i writing my blog entry now..
oh well.. it was a great day at school.. followed by tuition, before hangin out at parkway for some break before i met jumo and a couple of other rp friends to burn lantern and stuffs..
well.. it was fun.. but man.. ITS SO DAMN TIRING.. argh.. i cant stand anymore man.. but i got to say this..
Hey people!.. its been quite awhile since i posted a proper shit. so here it goes.. oh well.. today is overall a study day.. geo prelims today and i reached school so damn bloody late.. oh well.. but i finished the paper :) i went macs with leonard,eugene and bryan afterwards and did some crazy stuffs.. ohya.. guess what.. I am in contact with my phone stealer :).. after that.. i went for tuition and library with faiz and gang.. but well.. i wanted to return bryan's guitar but in the end i bring it back home because he had to carry his pedals == AYE.. oh.. and guess what people? i am officially not trusting the world.. :).. i guess keeping thigns to yourself is better than sharing it arent they? :) eh.. and i also made a video shit just now.. leonard and me was trying to suck a solution of sugar, creams, milo, grape jam, and milk tea.. hahah.. and included in this video: the fastest dying record of guitar hero immitation played by eugene.. hahah.. okay.. enjoy
oh.. and sorry for bad quality.. THE PHONE SUCKED.. heheh :)
Don't we all have our frustrations?. Don't we all want to learn some patience?. Don't we all want some attention?. Don't we all want to praise our existence?
But it's so tiring, to feel the pain. And it's so painful, To feel that it's impossible to love, again.
Oh my god i'm a stranger to myself, and nothing's left for you. Oh my god i'm sinner, against to what the freaks call love. Oh my god I do not know love, I close my eyes to pretend it doesn't hurt. Oh my god I do not know love, I open my eyes in hope of finding you there.
I close my eyes and I count to ten. Cause I can never find a heart to settle in. Who is watching? Who is watching you now? This is more captivating than the light. The light that never shines it doesn't ever shine.
It gives a hope that dies.
I wish I was alive.
Go ahead and make me an offer. Place your cards across the table. We've been here for too long. And this has got to stop. Nothing's okay, i've been lying to you. Nothings okay, i've been putting on airs. I cannot trust myself. I've been here for too long.
DON'T WE ALL JUST WANNA FEEL ALIVE!
SO HERE'S TO LOVE. AND ALL THE PAIN THAT IT REQUIRES. SO WHAT IS LOVE? I JUST WANT TO FEEL ALIVE! SO HERE'S TO LOVE. AND ALL THE PAIN THAT IT REQUIRES. SO WHAT IS LOVE? I JUST WANT TO FEEL ALIVE.
HEYYY wussup here i am.. sitting on the damn chair.. writing blog when tomorow is my n levels..
okay.. anyway.. today is the start of fasting month.. i love it man.. hahah.. at least i got a chance to lose my weight.. hahah
okay.. tomorow is the start of mother tounge n levels.. i hope i pass with at least a2.. :D..
ok good luck for me hahah
oh anyway.. baybeats was AWESOMELY AWESOME.. hahha.. for those of you who didnt come.. you missd the biggest shit man.. hahah.. i got cought in the mosh and i got whacked in the face until my mouth bleed.. :(.. but well.. i had a super fun time.. hahah..
