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    Tuesday, December 29, 2009
    Why?



    Its one day till new year and i find that a number of people that i love was taken back to god's shoulder this year
    i was browsing trough an old album when i came across a picture of my 10th birthday anniversary. there were lots of lovely people there. it reminded me of the beautiful childhood past and also awaken me that we will all have to grow up.
    3/4 of my friends in the picture migrated elsewhere, some ended up dead, only a handful remained in contact and i could only meet those handful during a long holiday period.
    I didnt know why i was so emotional and moody just because i saw that picture, maybe it was also caused by the fact that im missing baby like.. hell a lot.
    well she tried to understand my feelings but i cant tell her because nobody will understand.
    I've been living like a bird without a proper home eversince i was a kid.
    it feels like ive only been flying around from one place to another.
    well, I've learnt to live that way and i just i didnt realise that till now.
    I should start treasuring the small things that i have now before i lose it

    Why can't they understand
    the way we feel
    They just don't trust
    what they can't explain
    I know we're different but,
    deep inside us
    We're not that different at all

    And you'll be in my heart
    Yes, you'll be in my heart
    From this day on
    Now and forever more

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    Sunday, December 27, 2009






    Ok, its been awhile.. quite a few things happened.. well, not much
    here are the pictures i took these few days


    my ahpek brother




    DUNHILL SMOOTH LIMITED EDITION
    Rp.12000($2) XD


    some random picture i took on the way to my mom's friend's house


    late night supper with adrian


    hey, photo of the day

    Ms. Rachel Ann-marie Tay<3

    miss you baby




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    Thursday, December 24, 2009



    25th december 2009
    christmas eve
    well.. i dont celebrate christmas but well, my wife do
    :)

    ok i went bandung with my family today for a meeting with supplier from the farm
    it went well:)
    i got bored during the 5 hour ride there.. so i took some pictures
    here you go








    as you see.. i didnt even go near the town area..
    so much for bandung..

    it was fucking cold there
    but i like..
    i was talking to rachel on the way and alexander dimitrius was fighting with my mom
    havoc
    hahaha
    i miss you rachel
    merry christmas<3>

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    Wednesday, December 23, 2009


    life is never the same without you on my side.. this sucks..

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    Tuesday, December 22, 2009


    just came back from bayu's cemetery.. i wasnt planning on going there but my friends came to my house early this morning and asked me if i wanted to follow them there..
    decided not to go to bandung today.. i'd rather stay home.
    im fucking tired omg..
    im going to sleep..
    cao~

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    Monday, December 21, 2009
    Your voice made me smile

    dear diary,
    I landed here in indonesia this afternoon and found my self blown to tears on board of the plane.
    there are a few things that i will need to say here.. to WHOM it may concern <3
    first. thank you. the letter you gave me makes me feel safe in here. i hope you will always love me no matter where i am.
    second. i miss you as much as i do
    third. do like what we always do when we are sad baby.. you know what it is :)
    four. i will come back and i promise you that
    fifth. I love you
    sixth. ''I feel like as if he just dumped me." ok.. that is extreme..
    seventh. I still love you
    eight. since you dont want to count it down, ill do it its 88 days till i fly back to singapore.. yes.. fly back :)
    ninth. I've got a real bad cut on my knee.. I wish you could kiss it to heal.. i miss your healing smooches <3
    tenth. Im not as strong as you think.. I do cry
    eleventh. I love you, again

    okay. those are some things.. i guess i cant be online tomorrow, Im going to outskirt to get supplies.. the one i got just now wasnt enough

    but yes, i will call you:):)

    love <3

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    Monday, December 14, 2009


    im going to get a vans shoe :)

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    Wednesday, December 9, 2009
    a lil bit of astronomy



    Today i made a research about the orion's belt.. its a clear and easy to spot belt in the night sky.. consist of 6 perpendicular star in relation with the movement of the orion.. the old navy uses this as the "sky compass" and the Egyptians used this star arrangement to build the position of the pyramids.. how cool is that?

    ok so the picture is the rough sketch of how you read the orion's belt..
    (:(:(:
    blue is the direction
    yellow is the belt



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