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    Tuesday, December 29, 2009
    Why?



    Its one day till new year and i find that a number of people that i love was taken back to god's shoulder this year
    i was browsing trough an old album when i came across a picture of my 10th birthday anniversary. there were lots of lovely people there. it reminded me of the beautiful childhood past and also awaken me that we will all have to grow up.
    3/4 of my friends in the picture migrated elsewhere, some ended up dead, only a handful remained in contact and i could only meet those handful during a long holiday period.
    I didnt know why i was so emotional and moody just because i saw that picture, maybe it was also caused by the fact that im missing baby like.. hell a lot.
    well she tried to understand my feelings but i cant tell her because nobody will understand.
    I've been living like a bird without a proper home eversince i was a kid.
    it feels like ive only been flying around from one place to another.
    well, I've learnt to live that way and i just i didnt realise that till now.
    I should start treasuring the small things that i have now before i lose it

    Why can't they understand
    the way we feel
    They just don't trust
    what they can't explain
    I know we're different but,
    deep inside us
    We're not that different at all

    And you'll be in my heart
    Yes, you'll be in my heart
    From this day on
    Now and forever more

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